Shedding

We ran, Jasper outrunning us all with his quick strides through the mist of gray. The ground continued to shake slightly beneath our feet, causing each step to be uncertain. Merlin was just a head of me, Edgar's little arms clinging around my brother's neck.

There was another piercing cry from the creature pursuing us. And yet, it was at such a frequency that, while I have a hard time remembering its sound, I know that its sound raced through the air as my vision blurred and my head began pounding. Instinctively my hands went to my ears, and the earth beneath my feet shook even more violently, casting me to its hard surface. I tried to push myself up, but the ground was relentless in it's shaking and my vision still seem clouded, black blotting the gray. Giving it my best attempt for that moment, I pushed with my arms and legs, only to be cast on my back within the second, and to see glowing red before me.

It was almost indiscernible in the darkness around it, but the red eyes that emanated from it were no mistake. Its large mouth opened in a sickly bellow, several sharpened teeth greeting me. Its face grew closer to me, as a long claw wrapped around my ankle, its skin seemingly made of cold black facets. Once again it opened its mouth to me, all the smells associated with death greeting me as I tried to scramble away, with nothing to grab onto to aid me in any way. Looking back at the beast its eyes seemed to grow brighter, and in a brief moment I felt my short life would come to an end, and I was almost okay with it. Almost.

It was also within that brief moment that I heard another cry, one I had heard many times as I watched the men of Camelot battle, but for once it was not a trained warrior. It was my brother. Merlin sprang forth upon the beast, completely encompassed in a glowing green light. The terrible monster cried once more, but was quickly silenced by the bright light that seemed to frighten even the ominous mist of the night away, leaving spots in my eyes as if I had just glanced towards the sun.

Eventually the light dimmed, and the fog was no more, and the terrible creature had vanished. I found myself lying on a surface of a rock, not the plush grass or damp dirt of the earth. I sat up slowly and found myself looking at who I felt must be my brother, but seemed most unlike him.

"Merlin?" I asked cautiously.

The creature smiled at me and bent down to be closer to me. It seemed to me, that if a man could take the sun and stars, push them all together, dress himself in those things, this would be the result. His eyes were bright like emeralds, but the rest of him was like green-tinted points of light stopped in such a way as to make the image of a man. He blinked at me, and began to speak without the use of a mouth.

"It is I, sister. Do not be alarmed. You have only known me as Merlin, but before I was Merlin I was Emris, and this is the way Emris lived in this land." He reached out his hand to me, and I reached back out to him and allowed him to help me up. His hand was neither hot or cold, but firm and comforting.

I glanced around, Jasper was no where in sight, but Edgar sat nearby, watching attentively. I glanced down at my own hand, still a soft human hand spotted with blood and dirt, no light to be found within it. "Why is it you have changed back, but Edgar and I remain the same?"

He gave a shrug, and looked to Edgar.

Edgar hopped over, and after checking my ankle for permanent damage, went on with an explanation. "When we stepped out of the temple, a safety precaution set by your parents was released. Knowing you would eventually be here to redeem them, your parents left as much of their powers as possible into the temple to be released to their children if they should arrive. After spending so long on Earth, the soul of our people can become tied to the form of that taken on by our kind, and need a little boost to help with the transformation back into our true selves. Yet, as you have noticed, Merlin did not transform automatically, and you have yet to change yourself. Merlin is by far the most powerful one here, and when you were threatened. He had all the incentive he needed to change."

"But I was about to die, and yet I remain in this form. What motivation is more powerful than that?" I asked.

"I think you know." He simply said.

And I did know. Back in that moment I almost felt relieved to greet death. I had lived long enough to lose someone I loved dearly, and I was scared to think I could never find him, and that he had truly died. And I thought, maybe if I die I will greet him and I will never have to be without him again. But I knew now that I cannot keep that kind of logic. There is a reason Nimueh sent us here, my home planet, to search for Aurelius. I cannot help but feel that they must be tied in some way.

"We better get moving!" Edgar cried as three more figures began to emerge from the darkness around us. "Where is that stupid horse when you need him!" He cried, starting to race away quickly towards a giant shadowed mountain against the now purple and green streaked sky.